Why did I start, why did I start in the first place?
How can I deal, deal with myself in this horrible mess that we made of this?
Questioning all that I know
Welcome in, warm suicidal intent of this new life without
a trace of you
Quietly drown in the lake of regrets and repent, as the darkness consumes all we made
I'm dead, dead on the ground and she's screaming my name like back then and I rise from the grave.

Go on then, tell them how proud you are
Look how much easier I will make this
You have no idea what you've done
When you break I really hope, really hope you will see
You have killed

Someone that gave you everything, over and over again
We'll bleed, when passion will turn to hate
Maybe it's you, maybe it's me
Maybe it's me that is dying today indeed
Unchanging and unafraid

Sing to me my friend, over and over again
I miss you everyday, drowning in tears of regret
What can I do in my current state
How can I face you again, when I'm a ghost in chains
My death wish is now my fate

Was, was there ever a moment we felt the same
I'm blind with delusion now you're away
I thought that I finally found my home, but I've burned it down by myself
And I haven't been well, I miss you like hell
I crossed the line so many times
Now I will not cry in your arms, ever again

Now that I'm left with all you said
Now I can finally see you're on this bridge that I cannot burn
Maybe it's you, maybe it's me
Yes it was me who was wrong all along
I bleed, but I'm not the only one

I'm losing my deepest love

But I'm not the only one